My interests are no longer of interest

Nothing like an internet search to kill a subject and beat the life out of it.
Woes me!!!!
I realize its boring to write about being bored, but I am going to have a breakdown sitting here at this desk, in this office, with nothing to do but poise myself to answer the phone if it rings-or answer an email in outlook if I get one.

What am I going to do? I want to walk out of this job soooooo badly.

Can boredom and apathy kill brain cells?

I thought of making a list of things I like to do, ya know-for inspiration.

But I just can't.
I feel like crying.

this post is empty, it's an accident.

Kill me now or lift me up lord

At a temp assignment, been here over 2 months.
I think it's nice outside.
As soon as the god dammed Safeway delivery guy gets here I am going on a lunch adventure through North Beach.
I have to put the groceries away, and be chatty and charming with the delivery guy so he will continue to "take care of us". Aww...he IS nice.
I have exhausted all points of interest on the Internet. I have learned a lot about getting a holistic nursing degree,teaching English in China, and volunteering abroad.
But here I am.